Look out Florida

    I will be to make more of an effort to workout when I get home. I enjoy running I just need to make the time to actually do it, and the only reason I wasn't before is because I blamed my job. "I work too much," "I'm tired from work." All completely stupid excuses for something that makes me feel good. I love the feeling of after a run and the energy it releases into my body. So the goal is to run more and do more of my exercises. I have the equipment at home it is time to out it into use! I've got to tone up if I am truly going to make it into this industry. I have a good body and am confident in my own skin but there are standards for being a model that I cannot ignore. Especially for runway, which I love too much to give up.

 

I have been researching cleanses for the past few days. The pros, cons, price ranges, all that jazz. I want to do one. Pressed Juicery has been the one I have been leaning toward. They send the juices to your door and you can customize it to your pallet, with the best price. I want to cleanse, to start my healthy eating habits. Kick start my body in a positive way. I'm really looking forward to it. Joelianna might even be doing it with me. I just want a fresh start when I get home. Do a cleanse, start my better eating habits (like cut out carbs and processed sugars), and work out. This stay in NYC I've actually been eating pretty well. Much better than I was at home, I've been eating more fish than chicken and red meat once. Veggies for a snack, and protein in peanuts and hard boiled eggs.i've had my cheats days of course but as a whole its been good eating. I want to continue it and eat even better. I feel better. I have already noticed it. My old eating habits were only satisfying for a while but never made me feel good. So cleanse it is, and healthy food from then on.

 
             Drinking. Oh god. I've looked at my drinking habits since the past year and I've realized there will be some big changes being made. Before I came on this trip I would be going out a few times a week, spending so much money. Even my friend Beth mentioned how since I've left she is never going out. That was a big wake up sign. I went out way too much. And drink too much when I do. There are so many better things I could be spending money on. There are better ways to hang out with my friends, that don't involve alcohol. I live by the beach for god sake, why cant we just go there and not involve a bar. I think I've drank 5 times since here. And two of which for Brittani and Melissa's birthdays. I'm liking not going out all the time, and my wallet is too. So when I get home, the party time will be at a minimum. I have money to save for NYC and the calories involved are only going to hinder me. I love you vodka, we have had such good times but I think we need a break. It's not you, it's me.

  This whole NYC trip has changed so many things for me, pushing me in a better direction. Helping me to get to my dream better. I cannot wait for what the next 2 weeks have in store and then to get home and do everything I need to get back here and blow these other girls out of the water. ;)